CONFUSSION.

At the beginig i was a student of various correspondence school, including Exam success correspondence collage in Lagos, Business,training school, and the Writing school all in Uk before the plaque I was about to go to Lagos at the exam success to collect the course material to prepared me for a grade 2 certificate, as a result of this illness my ambition collapsed , what should i do i ask my senior on medical treatment they told me that i,am not entitle to the facility, wrote to be transfer to the then benue state, which was my state the did not move my file to the appropriate quota looking myself ruin, could not function as a police officer, i decided to go to my village where i could be secured, and see if i could put a claim to the force headquaters , i asked a lawyer mr. David Agono, he told me that he will present my application for a further study.

DEFENCE

In all of the procedure, both recruit, training, first posting just everything in police personels, you would not have any document to show as evidence , like appointment letter posting etc, so i was taken from my local government in dekina to a place i cannot imagine like yunusari, where i was given a house where donkey and horse are kept i looked up toward heaven but i can not fly, but i took heart gradually i became fermilier with the village,later that year there were millitary coup,and soon there was devaluation of Nigeria currency and i august i was transfer out of Yunusari back to Geidam, in January 1984 i was transfer to Askira\uba divisional police HQs three weeks later i was moved to Lassa village, in the present Borno state in 1986 i caught plaque my lip swallow which landed me in the Lassa general Hospital given twelve injections but could not relief the decease have caused my lip a paralise and defame my left sight, the hospital could not find solution i found the the solution by application of roots introduces to me by a woman whom was a contractor she gave food to suspects in the police custody she offered me the roots and after three days of applications i, became better.

OATH

After our graduation we were given an oaths my first appointment was to maiduguri state at the police headquaters we were posted to metropolitan council and dumped us in a batcher before we were finally transfered to Geidam about three of us and a lorry conveyed us to a sahara town in the south west of Borno, now Yobe state my first impression was early morning breeze as i wore my uniform sand covered me as if i have not iorned it for the past two days, my duty was guard at the newly post office and the first Bank premises, and later assigned for investigation, etc later in the year i was transfered to Yunusari the extrim Sahara, in western Geidam to perform police duty

Carrier

I, am one of 10 person selected for recriutment into the Nigeria police for in may 1982 in Dekina, by then Benue state, after the exercise that last 4 hours, we were ordered to hire a bus to Markurdi being the capital for further process . i have to back hope to inform my parent that i have be recruited and we are ordered to hire a bus so i came for some money my Brother Alhaji Kashim, my Dad Alhaji Yahaya gave me 70kobo, and i return to Dekina to contribute for our transport for Makurdi, that day was the day transport workers are striking so we were delayed in Ankpa John Ejiga was hurt on his lip by the angry members of the union, before some well to do in Ankpa intervened soon we were allowed to go ahead for Makurdi, we arrive the police hqs, and we were taken to a primary school as a camp, before we could be issue with with a warrant for a train, for Maiduguri in the evening we were called to the headquaters and then taken to the rail way station, later the train came and we are allocated into one coach , the train delayed for some hour and later we set off the makurdi railway station, the from Makurdi to Maiduguri on a train took us more than 3 days before we arrived Maiduguri, soon on our arrival the rail way authority informed the police collage that recruits as we were call, have arrive so a lorry was sent to the rail way station to covey us down to the police college.On our reaching the college premise they make a role call , and then we were sent to one empty upstir where everyone choose a bed for himself before we are schooded and issued us with a  Tshirt short nicker a kits, ready for the training.that last six months.

WAITING FOR THE TIME

Since i was finally handed over to the tenant, each time i pay a visit to Maitama stores, the Genaral manager Alhaji Abdulahi Mohammed will say, we, are coming to your area, of which he will never come a surprise indeed at 0615pm, i came out to go to the mosq, whom do i saw in a car like of the Alhaji Goni's car was no one but GM,i sough hoooooo, ya Alhaji you are here , Akpai as he used to call me, he slight back and reach his hand to his pocket let me give you Sallah gift, and he soot me 1,000, since the commencement of the building to it finishes Abdulahi have never visit his project,only the engineer, who he trusted, but today he have come along with one of the officer from the development control of the FCDA, federal capital development authority, Alhaji Inuwa, he did not come to see any of the tenant but me and the property, but the prayer is almost and he said , you can go to the mosq, i saw them passing away while i was performing abolution.

A SHOP OR OFFICE

I requested by mama Buki to search for a shop, around the the estate. and when i find a placard with a house for rent call a number as you can imagine quickly i reach to my phone and dialed some body picked it up and i asked him where can i locate for further discussion about his shop, he directed me to powa plaza along mararaba keffi road. he gave me time when i returned to my post i didn't get to mama Buki but she call me and asked me how am i, go on with search for a shop for her, o yes i said madam i have jump into action, it in powa plaza. that is good go with my Brother and verify , so we went to powa plaza, while we are on going, i reach to my phone and call my client and asked informed him we are on the way to his office and he inform me to come to the UBA, we trek and reaching the entrance we spot the people are you the one yes we enter into their office and business commenced, give a form to fill and pay N1, 500, on completing the for they took us to the next block, and show the office available, but did not allowed us to enter because the owner is not around but how shall we be certain, well, one of them reply, it is as the same as the one you fill your form then we go back to the office and look in it and we were satisfy we returned but mama Buki's brother says we should go on bike.

PRAYER

You must thank God, because you have a place to stay. This comment of Alhaji Goni is not understood i continued to research to come to a term with Ahaji Goni's comment. Prayer is a way of communicating with God, in the Bible there is the Lord's prayer; which says our father who art in heaven hallow be the name your kingdom come as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread for give us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us and delivered us from evil. Every tribe all over the world have a way of prayers, in Igala language we call God Ojo, mighty God Ojo chamachalla Ojo bumine, Means ; God help me, Ojo agba mumigba, uwe uma uwe nabi, ke che mi ogahala, means; God you only i know help me and forgive me my sin.In a situation of Alhaji Goni he like me to take me to be the God, this his idea simply meant so.the are four in number i, am the only security guard in the house, let say he put it this way, the work in this house is too much for only you, let us employ one or more person to assist, i can simply understand the statements, every day i wash this gentle man's car for just like that, and his comment about me does not tend to improve my condition of service, like one small girl that is entering your room her father will trace you one day after washing of the car i sweep the compound clear grasses around the estate, for a one thausand naira, according by him i,am enjoying one bed room, but it is not Goni's house it is my landlord's house, who told me when i was in the house as a house keeper before it was rented to them, chairman as we used to call Hon. Isa Hassan, you are going to remained in the house till everything are completed you can now transfer to the security boot we will take care of you. at the end the house has been completed he spoke through the Gm. Ahaji Abdulahi we have finished with you since people have occupy the house we are not going to pay you as we use to, get them and agree with each other if you would render any service the will take over your salary. and they as the same time informed them [tenant] that they should continue to pay me a salary, and the tenant called me and told me that they are going to assist me with one thounsan naira as a salary if i like i should remained with them, i  agree on the condition that i can perform duty during the night only,the pay the money through out 2010, only in 2011 complaining from all quoter as regard to my duties, i must respect everyone in the house including their children, but Goni have ceased from paying me, since the begining of 2011.

AMORA LEE

This is a story about Yahaya Alhassan [ alias] Amora lee, we started schooling together so we grew up not just a school mate but brothers, it is a blessing because after school, we both have not able to further to secondry school, but Amora lee have employment with Ayangba Agricultural Development Project, while i was a way to Kano, till i returned home and take a job with a timber company Ele ojo sawmilling company, situated at Inachalo , there we came to meet with Amora lee since we parted from school in 1975, we both were happy, we enjoy life in Idah i have be of finance assistance to Yahaya till he was transfered to Ayanbga and continued in Idah as was roling on one day i find myself in Ayangba, and joined Amora lee once again, i told Amora that i have graduated as an operator just let find a saw mill to get a job but there no saw mill in Ayangba at that time them i suggested we have to go to ejule and we get a saw mill then we enquired and we get an arrangement with one contractor who we bargain for a job at unspecify place and then amora left for Ayangba and i remained with my contractor who took me to my home as area he had a job for me. one important thing the man fail to note was my personal detail, having landed me in Ajegu everybody was calling me by name and he was surprised we move to Ofoda my Mother's home town, where we are going to fell the timber, it was against the villager's will because of their shirine but on seeing me, they called me in cojuction with my mother's name and they feel merciful and does not stop me from felling the wood, unfortnately we have no permit and forest officers apprehended the planks neverthless my machine was fulted and i left for Abocho where i was invited for interview, into the Nigeria police force, arouind that years i left Amora Lee in 1982 to say we came face to face again, in 2010 and it is like a revolution both of us have aquired a hand set so we count our blessing to see in our life communication revolutions he is in Lokoja while iam in Abuja.During the general election in april we were on phone later i lost yahaya's contact, when i try to relocate him i couldn't i called unto Mohammed in Makurdi, who also have yahaya's new phone number i missed yahaya Amora Lee for 8 months is not easy.

LIVING FOR THE DAY.

I have arrived in the situation where i will apply my experience, a woman was acting in a maner, to determines my action, she position herself, probably as a prove of finance asset, i quickly revived my experience when i was friending one lady when i was in the police force at Geidam, now, yobe state when she was preginated and she cocealed the priginat and instead announced to me, if i did not get weded to her now she would not get intercourse with me any more, and  she delivered the baby to another father, the woman iam trying to link with the event one Hajiya a wife to one of the tenant, at my place of work, was requesting me to clean her car without xtra pay while they are contributing to pay me she would be using me as her house boy, i resisted she complained to her husband instead of her husband Alhaji Goni to ask from me the Goni whom have turned me to his house boy, called a meeting to ask me my duty as a security guard, answering the question with my police experiences i do not find difficult to answered, [ simple protection of life and properties] though unlike the police i just put it in other way, iam arround and see if needed i can assist whatever brabra-----you are not doing your work said the Barrister, i came back from often you are not around to open gate which is offence number one. He concluded, well, if you observed anytime you did not meet me may be it is prayer time, i defended. no Goni came in you cannot leave your post and go to mosq,iam working with a minister and there is mosq in our office yet we never go out of office we pray in our office, But i disagree with him.